I don't know what to do personally. Once more, i've received a low mark on a project in art, and once more i have become completely discouraged. Its not even that i'm not trying, i just don't understand what she wants. I feel like she's treating everything i give her like i could do potentially better, but the matter of the fact is i can't because i can't think of anything better. Things are so stressful right now. Midterms are coming up and i feel like every teacher just dropped a bomb on me. I'm so unhappy with myself because i'm so unhappy. Really, i'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired (who ever can guess where thats from, they get a cookie). I have no outlet for my frustration and stress which is causing it to slowly consume me from the inside out. I want to draw, but i either have lost the motivation to do so, or just don't have the time. I find that anytime when I do have time, i'm either catching up on sleep, trying to maintain a crumbling relationship, or doing over bearing assignments. I have honestly have lost all motivation to do anything because i feel like no matter how hard i try, no matter the hours i stay up trying, nothing at all, not even just school, my life too, just seems to not be working. Not to mention, i feel like everyone around me are also feeling the same, which reflects amongst everyone else. Happiness is not lingering, in fact it has become a minor emotion in our everyday lives. Maybe it is time for an intervention, a revolution of sorts in our lives. Instead of making slow and neutral efforts, its time to be radical and spontaneous. We have become so lazy to the point where we don't want to do anything anymore, or we're just so caught up in our work that the time to even consider doing anything fun and exciting. I think the world needs to find an outlet, and i think that we all need to just take a break from life and go crazy.
But we all know this won't happen. People have become too lazy for it to happen. We are all so comfortable with this lazy, stressful, boring life that we have no need for fun anymore. And no one wants to act alone and look like a fool now do they?
- Mood:
Frustrated - Listening to: Hurrican by Bob Dylan
This is how i see it..
Devious Comments
2. prove your teacher wrong
3. do something you know will calm you down (evacuate the stress by playing music, punching on a punching bag, using a stress ball, etc)
4. put your relation on the side for a moment
5. be yourself
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Riot be the rhyme of the unheard!
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-Jade[moon-eternity] -x3
[Those who rise with the sun are simply to weak to run with the stars.]
And try taking a step back, I dunno if it'll work for you but it sometimes works for me if I get too caught up in lifey things for my own good. Take a step back, slow the pace down, and live a little - or a lot, I suppose.
I think philosophy next to cc are my best classes which is aweful cause politics and art are both my favourite subjects. It makes no sense
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"It's a lot easier to be lost than found. It's the reason we're always searching and rarely discovered--so many locks not enough keys."
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-Jade[moon-eternity] -x3
[Those who rise with the sun are simply to weak to run with the stars.]
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"It's a lot easier to be lost than found. It's the reason we're always searching and rarely discovered--so many locks not enough keys."
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